I am a vessel Made to deliver Light.

I had a beautiful revelation during meditation today.

The jump off point was something one of my PDC peers said last night at our graduation celebration. He said that people involved in permaculture seem to really know what’s going on, everyone seems really awake. I agreed with him with a faint hint lingering at my crown chakra of some more important, deeper understanding I could have of  that idea

That sentiment echoed in my head as I sat today, Everyone seems awake.

And it hit me.

Everyone can only seem awake because I am awake.

I am just awakening.

I have just AWAKENED.

And am still rubbing my eyes, in the process of becoming increasingly conscious of myself, the world around me, expansive dimensions, alchemizing energies…

It is new to me but it is not new.

People have been awakening throughout the ages.

When we are collectively dreaming or night-maring, the idea of being awake hardly crosses our minds, we assume, in our dreariness, that we are.

And then we are looking at our hands, realizing our own immense power and purpose, feeling motivated from within and synchronistically connecting with others who are experiencing the same empowerment of awareness.

I am awake now

And further more

Forever more

My head began to tingle and feel fuzzy and warm as if it were being massaged

And shone on by a bright bright light

The tingling continued to travel up and down my body and tears fell from my closed eyes and rolled down my cheeks and I realized that

I am a vessel and I want to be deliver light

I am a vessel MEANT to deliver light

I am a vessel made to deliver light

It also seems pertinent to mention that, as beings we don't ever truly cease to exist